From the recording Public Love
Written, co-produced and performed by Lindsay Littrell; Co-produced, engineered and performed by Garrett Langebartels; Mixed & mastered by Melissa Mattey
Lyrics
I love you, I hate you
I want you, don’t need you
When I imagine my life without you, baby, I’m scared and relieved
I love you, I hate you
Don’t want you, I need you
When I walk in the room and I see you, baby, I’m scared and relieved
I’m addicted to (addicted to addicted to addicted to addicted to addicted to addicted to addicted to addicted to addicted to addicted to addicted to) this cycle
Can I find my way out?
I get close but I get drawn back in
Can I find my way out?
Is there escape from this sinking sand?
I am not okay
I am not okay
I am not okay
You love me, you hate me
You worship, berate me
You meant it, no you didn’t, now you’re quittin’, now you’re on your knees
You love me, you hate me
You’re tryin’ to break me
I see it but I’m in it, hard to quit it when you’re talkin’ sweet
I’m addicted to (addicted to addicted to addicted to addicted to addicted to addicted to addicted to addicted to addicted to addicted to addicted to) this cycle
Can I find my way out?
I get close but I get drawn back in
Can I find my way out?
Is there escape from this sinking sand?
I am not okay
I am not okay
I am not okay
There is a pattern here, I know
I’m tryin’ to find my way back home
There is a pattern here I know
I’m tryin’ to find my way back home
I’m addicted to (addicted to addicted to addicted to addicted to addicted to addicted to addicted to addicted to addicted to addicted to addicted to addicted to addicted to addicted to addicted to) this cycle
Can I find my way out?
I get close but I get drawn back in
Can I find my way out?
Is there escape from this sinking sand?
I am not okay (there is a pattern here I know)
I am not okay (I’m tryin’ to find my way back home)
I am not okay (there is a pattern here I know)
I am not okay (I’m tryin’ to find my way back home)
I am not okay (there is a pattern here I know)
(I am not okay) I’m tryin’ to find my way back home
